Sunday, January 31, 2010

This week?

For the past 4 years I have for the most past been pretty good with the wait. That doesn't mean I was fine with it, there just was no point getting upset, when I have no control over things.
But this past week, I've really started to get (how shall I say) freaked out! I want this wait to be over with, I want to see my little ones face, I want to know how old she is. Every night I pray that she is really young, and that she is healthy, and from a good orphanage where the nannies spend time with the babies.
January went by with no referrals, and Chinese New Year is coming up. In the past they have always sent a batch out before leaving for this holiday. CNY is on February 14th, but they usually close up most everything a day or so before, for the people to treck back to their families to celebrate.
SOOOOOOOOOOOoooooo, will we get "the call" this week? I think so, or at the latest next? BUT (and this is a big one) they have surprised us before, and done something they've never done, so who really knows.
I'm kind of hoping for Thursday. It will be the anniversary of me and DH's first date, seventeen years ago.
Our agency is trying to find out if they have started matching yet, but have not heard. I'm ready! Is the baby's room ready? No Is the quilt done yet? No
But I AM READY!
If anybody is actually reading this, I promise to post info as soon as we get it.
Crossing fingers, toes and anything else!

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